So I die happy

While I´m feeling my thoughts sooo.. sick in my stomach

You enjoy a courtesy kiss of my spirit.

If you suddenly smile in your loneliness

For sure are my dreams somehow reaching you.

Damn.... I hate to be by myself trying to reach you.

Thats physically imposible and also not satisfactory.

Just follow me to one of my dreams this night,

one kiss of you will kill me..

So I die happy

I dont want to wake up and follow myself again.

Realidad de sentimientos.

Existe un juego del cual no nos hemos percatado.
Sabes que te extraño porque te lo he dicho,
pero no sabes como me siento si mi imagen no esta en tu cabeza
como la tuya en la mia.

No es el hecho de verte y pasar tiempo juntos,
porque tengo 22 años y he vivido sin ti todo este tiempo.
Tampoco eres el amor de mi vida, ni mi eterno martir
Solo importa que ahorita no te tengo y te necesito.

Same story

Time is a little bit mature now
and I havet grow up
those red lip´s poison still in my system

Im in a countdonwn inspired by hope
meanwhile you are adding numbers and memories to your new life.
you are living in a place where I dont belong.

White enviroment.!

Snow falls into my place
and alcohol keeps my heat warm
tears are just jewels carved in my face

Blood diamons born in my love
and stained in purity
with the magic of your light.

Awesome woman

Confused child dont stare at colors
you are an alien woman above the others
Stop benting down for them to notice you
with your sugar glassed eyes
you can kill vampires.

no abras FB.!

Como sentirme vivo
si los motivos por los cuales respiro ya no estan
Como no sangrar internamente
si mi corazon nya no cumple su funcion
y solo molesta

Como fijar mi mirada en algo interesante
si mis ojos solo añoran tu recuerdo
y esa foto criminal que me ah asesinado.

dsps de abrir FB!

I just heard a crack! sound inside me
my heart is hurting and bleeding

does that mean Im dying?
Because I feel my body is not workin
or maybe I just dont want to live.

Mirror talk

Sweet good romance,
Remember Im still your fan
those steel strings that where attaached to us
are still hanging on my back.

Now youll never gonna answer
those stupid past questions
those thoughts need to die
but at least you still in the same place
so I can see you are fine

Oh! sweet absense romance
your placed is carved in my stone
you know? hurry up sweetie!
or it will change its form.

Youll be with me in every fukcing night
So ill keep my window open
and youll now how to fligh high.
I will certainly let you in
so you can erosionate my heart.

fallen dust come back to me
I need to fill my scar
and take this red memory away
that turn black in my head
because those are the ones
that make me feel empty-dead

for you beloved one
I am the same puppet
if your hands are wide
and you decide to plaly
come and get me
but, dondt make me faint..

You havebt change at all
and even light lamps have their cover
you still in the same places
shinning por your own

Finally,
I miss you, sorry, I miss you
and Im soar of nightly life

you said to me,
wild is when dark is down
but I cannot turn on this light.

hey hey hey there moon.

oh beautifull moon
how many times are you gonna see me cry?
how I can see you beautifull shine?
if my eyes are drown in the past.

My face is facing forward
and my skin misses
your sweet cold touch...

my heart tries to get hard
but my body is stuck in your warmth.

Mask

Why should I hide the mask that I deserve
I made it.
Its just a mask but cannot take it off.

Its carved into my mind and soul
and cannot take it off.
is just here to remind me
how stupid i can be or how awfull life is .

Destiny´s Fool

I feel like a fool
wantin to know what I already know
waiting to know hat is going to happen.
Expecting to know how pain gets real.

Feeling disturbed by idea,s I ask to know
but is denied
I knew I was a fool.
Now Im sure

How not to have this feelings
How not to be a fool,
I just didnt see it coming.

I just want to think about it and laugh.

Now, that I know what kind of fool I am
I can trust and it kills.
Makes me feel soar every day n night
I feel like a fool.
and I write

What if all these fears are happening again
Can feel like a devastated fool,
maybe I should get smart
I just cannot deny im a fool
a love fool
a smart fool
a fools that feels
a fool with ideas
a fool that felt for you.

vete ya!

Como pensar en tu imagen
Si de lo que tu eras ya no eres ni la sombra.
Solo el vacio que haces cuando no estas
y logro querer ese vacio que es lo mas cercano a ti.
Lo logro querer tanto que creo ya no te necesitarte.

Si muriera hoy,
No valdria la peña extrañarte
Solo añorarte hoy y no mañana
Porque mañana ya no existes,
Solo hoy.

Yo muero hoy , tu mueres ocnmigo, en mi.
En el mundo seras otra,
para muchos la misma,
para ti incompleta,
para mi te vas conmigo.